Truth

Do folks really believe the sh*t that comes outta they mouth or do they just hope other folks believe it? The internet has brought folks together whom may never have been together, friends and lovers. I think that's great. The downside is, it's also brought folks in very close proximity who would have never even been in the same state, let alone "sharing" a conversation. I'm starting to find the later, a bit much for my psyche and overall well being. I'm slowly realizing there are some truly insane mo'fos out there. But the thing is, they don't know they crazy and running around living a "regular" life and passing it off on others as "the norm." Crazed or insane states of being are not "the norm." And to believe it so, is nothing short of sheer lunacy.

I've been reading and hearing some of the most insane sh*t. And frankly I just can't take it anymore. I'm tired of hearing that racism doesn't exist ANYMORE and that if you know it to be true you should A) go back to Africa or B) Get off welfare and do something or C) get over it. I'm tired of hearing that if you just happen to be a 40 something year old man who just "happens" to have sex with 13, 14, 15, 16, 17 year old girls consistently for the past ten years or more than you are not a pedophile but a "freak." And that those girls were "whores." I'm tired of hearing that if you dance on a video and were ill treated and got caught up in some ill sh*t because you lacked guidance that you just a gold digger and you deserve what's coming to you. I'm tired of hearing that if you just happen to have a child by one man then a child by another man, you trifling, ignorant, with no class and should keep your legs closed. I'm tired of hearing that if you speak ebonics and have a regional dialect then you're common and ghetto. And I'm so tired of hearing mo'fo talk about how educated they are. What the heck some letters mean on a funky azz piece of paper? "ohh I worked hard," blah, f*ckin blah. Like Baba said, you want some letters, I got a whole book full of them. Cuz I mean really, where it get you? hmmmm?

There's a lot of sh*t on the world wide web that I really don't want to know. It's starting to bother me the sh*t folks putting out there in print and leaving it to permeate a bottomless void for time immemorial. The really sad part is, that sh*t is crazy man. I mean it really is. I have a headache writing this post just even trying to wrap my precious mind around some of the truly insane sh*t that's out there. And it seems to be growing, like some highly infecious airborn bacteria. It's on the news, the internet, billboards, radio, cell phones. But the thing is, that sh*t ain't true. And folks just sucking it up like a gospel. And it really ain't true either. It's not, it's not, it's just not true.

It's just business as usual tho. Mo'fo's sleep walking like this is how it's suppose to be. *shakin head* Maybe I'm being too sensitive about it. I mean ain't like I don't know that I live in the Matrix. I suppose the desensitization of everything like it's okay to kill, steal, rape, murder, molest, colonize, socialtize and call it help and truth is just too much for me. As long as I don't see it right? Then it's all good, huh?